A dream!

Delicately bound
within petals in my mind..

A dream is born,
a fresh rose bud...

I watch it take form….
So tender yet so strong!

As it grows in style..
I let out a sunshine smile

All I need are wings to fly!
and my dream can touch the sky!


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Wait....

Ask me how much
I need you
how much is the urge
and how I miss you…!

Missing the way
you caressed me
and your lingering touch
dipped in love...!

It aches endlessly
and I cry in vain!
to be back..
in your arms again!

To relive the moments
that I miss....
warm in your embrace,
..in eternal bliss…!

Dipped in passion,
my heart, nostalgic again...,
as I walk down
the memory lane!

My craving desires
awaiting the moment
for the thirst within
to quench!


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An ode to my dreams!

Grieving still,
my soul,
torn apart!
Lies unheard
the silent scream
of my heart!

Mauled under
the stampede
of my cruel destiny…
My desires disfigured
and the debris
left behind!

I can’t recognize …
all lie crushed,
under destiny’s wrath!
Worn-out and battered,
amorphous
they bleed to death!

I stand perplexed
with tears in my eyes
and infinite pain!
Just with a query….
Why did this happen?
Why do they lie slain??!

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Ordained to doom!

I look for love
I find it in you..
Blinded with emotions
I walk to you ….
and surrender myself
to your love so true!

The Almighty above,
my cruel destiny…
and never stopping time…
drag us apart…
leaving me crying…
In desperation…
to return to your arms!

Fighting the endless tears..
and fatal separation…
leaves me exhausted
in this long run!
I crave for you…
with a heart full of pain!

An eternal wait..
a futile search!
In this world,
I realize…
there is a dearth..
…of justice to love
and honest emotions..


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Separation

As time passes by..
moments kill!
Passing slow but steady..
As I hope it stands still!

I have no urge now ..
To live alone, without you ..
When, I have longed for so long
Just to be together!

Hope I have the power
to break this chain!
I try in vain,
My heart in pain…

A tear in my eyes
My heart feels hollow ..
A painful gulp
hard to swallow …

Trying hard to escape..
the moment when
we meet again..
Just to say a good bye.


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Love

As I look at myself
I detest the sight...
To put a plastic smile
I strive...

My lost beauty..
leads me to believe...
Life no more
is a pleasure to live!

Your tender touch
I think
would be lost
with time!
And
The care
u showered
I assumed
will fade!

Its so long
we're together
I thought
I'ld lose charm!

I was wrong
I realise
as I look into
your deep eyes!

Love isn't superficial
nor bound to age...
No matter what life shows..
Love always stays!

Your love, I realise..
is enough for me to live!!


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Emotions..

Dormant desires,
frozen Emotions
and an unquenched thirst!

A touch of your lip,
a nectar sip
and a honey bite!

Amorous me,
burns in passion,
am on fire.

Subconsciously,
I submit myself
to unspoken desires!

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In Malice...

Fooled my honest heart,
and me..
I wish you get the same
what you have given me!

You played a game foul,
you will reap returns..
I hope your destiny,
takes the wrong turns!

I loved you
but love has died..
Just hope you face
the reverse tide!

Just wish in exchange
of each dream burnt off…
And the way
heartlessly you walked off…

May God show you
the days you led me to..
Without a way out..
to escape through!!


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Love...

In frenzy
unstable my mind..
plays wild and
refuses to unwind!

I ponder for hours
on the unspoken queries
of my mind, my heart
and my soul!

If love is the reason
I try to assure this time
I realise
its love for sure!


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Miss You

With an urge
in me so deep!
Lonely my nights are
I just can't sleep!

I miss the feel
I crave for your touch..
I miss you my love
I miss you so much!

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Stressed emotions!

Cold faces..
heated emotions..
Heaped within
a lot of commotion!

Everyday
the turmoil within
becomes grave
and difficult!

I think
try to comprehend
steering clear
to avoid the clash!

You blurt out
the words I fear
and make the
situation clear!

I feel the
implosion within!

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Superficial....

Treasured memories
gathered herein,
in the heart
sealed within!

Glued to the skin,
drowned in eyes..
No one can ever
decipher what lies..
..within my soul,
in my heart..
what are my dreams,
my inseparable part!

The inconspicuous
and hidden me..
beyond the surface
no one can see!


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You and Me!

So desperate for you
so eager for your touch
How do I confess
I need you so much!

You and I
are fire and ice..
As melt in your arms
I close my eyes!

Volatile emotions
burning desire
Your touch
sets me on fire!

I love as I burn
in love in passion
I hope it is love
and not infatuation!!


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My broken heart

It pains endlessly
It pains still!!

Unwanted, useless
so colourless I feel…
I wish it was
a dream.. not real!

Emotions wasted
on a selfish boor..
betrayed me..
and left an open sore!!

Like a dead crumpled leaf
my dreams lie..
dead, wasted and
conveniently disposed !

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Endless queries!

Craving for attention
and for you always
walking endlessly
inside the maze!!

Each desire crushed to death
even before in heart
it could rise
and could breathe!

Is this love
sacrificing everything,
even happiness…
feeling like a vagabond
amidst abundance!

Maybe the privileges
and the love I shower
are much more than
what you deserve!

You snub my wishes every time
deny me even a hearty smile..
I wonder what made me
fall in love with you!

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Undying expectations!

Expectations hurt
I realize
when dreams
fail to materialize!

I am sorry….
I love you as such
and from you
I expect so much!

My life feels devoid of
rhythm and rhyme!
my heart engrossed
in an endless chime..!

I realize what I am trying
not at all fine!
In a position awkward
I put you every time!

Banking on you
to fulfill my dreams..
trying in vain
to conquer unrealistic realms!

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Loving you!

Seductively
you pull me close
In my eyes
desperation shows!

Am drawn to you
as close as can be
and your warmth
ignites me!

Leaving me limp
and pale in desire
and a burst of passion within
I feel am on fire!

You play with
my open tresses
and shower me with
endless kisses!

My hands grasp you
as the urge takes on
I know I want you
to leave for none!

I sizzle as
you touch me
and reach out for you
desperately!

Dipped in passion
your lips touch mine
like the creepers
our bodies intertwine!

Merged in warmth
moulded so close..
I bloom like
a bud of rose!

Bound together in passion
I watch you relishing
each bit of me!
We emerge content
of erotic desires
from the ecstatic sea!

In exhilaration
our souls
Relishing the proximity
lying close!


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A wish to be yours!

I try to
find love desperately,
in your eyes..!
In urge
my mind sighs!

Your thoughts play
in my mind and
my fingers with
my ring finger!

My thoughts
enmeshed with yours,
I spin endless yarn
for hours!

I sit beside you
mesmerized!
Lost in a hope
refusing to subside..!


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Lost in ambiguity!

My mind oscillates
between
the good and bad
fair and foul
right and wrong …
endlessly!

My life lost in ambiguity
as I make a choice
to take a stand!
Solving an
endless puzzle every time..
with each errand!

Poses as a riddle
chores of
my life every day…
I wonder
what to select
and head which way!

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Thanking God!

I have realized
the meaning of life
and I no more
wish to analyze!

My emotions
unbound and liberated!
No more bewildered
am exhilarated!

Thankful to God
for small blessings in life..
In small gains of each day..
Wishful to survive!

I thank God
For all I have!


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Remnants!

Indulgent my heart,
refuses to be apart!

Emotions deny
to give way,
I hold you close to heart
though you moved away!


Am a lost mind
with sad eyes
as that's what is left behind
after we bid
the final good byes...!

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The split!

You walked off
never to be back
Leaving me in shock
causing a setback!

I know am graceless,

with age have lost appeal
I've lost the lustre
and the feel!

I suppose it wasn't
love anyday,
cause love is a treasure
forever to stay!

Can't stop these tears
nor your steps
My mind in commotion
as it frets!

My voice I realise
gives way..
Not a word I utter
there is nothing to say!

Lost and lonely
I stand now
Wish I could
get you back somehow!

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Deserted!

As I turn back I realise
you are no longer mine!
Forever away,never to be close
you are gone with time!

My mind wanders
in the jungle of thoughts
where the debris
of your memories rots!

Was moving towards you
a big mistake...?
What made you my goal
with all at stake?

I realise what a fool
I have been
to lose myself
to someone so mean!

Lost all in love
now I cry in pain!
Just hope it doesn't
drive me insane!

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Meeting you again!

For you
my arms spread
I wait for you
all dressed in Red!

The color you love
to see me wearing
and my heart beats
with excitement within!

To feel you close
I have craved for long
Life without you
was a sad song!

In your embrace,
I feel eternal bliss,
longingly we share
a desperate kiss..

You are to me
the fresh breeze
I hug you close
and wish time
could freeze!



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Missing You!

Remember the time...
you held me close
and with an infectious kiss
you barged through
my heart's sealed doors!

Took my
my heart..!
You became my
inseparable part..!

Memories linger
of your touch
I wish I could confess
I miss you so much!


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Confessions of my heart!

Just wondering
aimlessly in vain
knowing not how to
absorb this pain!

Trying to keep
my mind confined
within the bounds
undefined!

The emotions for you
in my heart, hidden
and my desires
sinful and forbidden!

My skin aching
again for a caress
and my heart
trying to find
a way to confess!

I long to touch you
the way I did before
to lose myself
and think no more!

Nothing matters
beyond you now
I want you close
anyway, anyhow!

Its impossible for me
to escape you
for I love you
with a heart so true!

I love you!

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Falling in love with you!

Love they said
is fire!
I refused
and moved on!

We met..
so did our eyes…
leaving a spark
behind!

Now I stand
in a situation dire…
No more a spark
I’m in a bonfire!

Ablaze in ardor
for you so true!
Within me an eternal urge
for you!

I realize ..
I have fallen
in love with you!

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My dream!

Beyond time and age
a small dream,
I wanted to live
only with you!

My dream
drowned and forgotten
and remains
as my lost past!

A part of me
endlessly spinning yarn
with a faint hope
no matter what be!

Maybe my dream
survives!


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Me & My destiny!

An endless search
for you
in these
lifeless lines
defining destiny!

In my small palm
in these lines
hides somewhere
the future
of you and me!

I frantically search
you aren't there
and my palm
closes to a fist
just to force
myself on destiny!

In an attempt
to fulfill
my unfulfilled dream
I leave scars
on my palms!

My destiny distorts!

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Moving on!

Lost…I am
still stuck to past!
wondering till when..
these feelings will last!

Grief-stricken and
morose my heart
attempting in vain
to forget you!

I move on after
my heartbreak!

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Without You!

Life goes on
but stays in heart
lingering memories
of the moments
of eternal bliss!

Days were bright
and nights cozy
with you
around me!

Life was colorful
and each day
a dream, that
I longed to live!

Now as you are gone,
I stand alone
wondering..
how do I survive!

Marooned I stand
amidst the waves
searching for you,
my strength!

You are gone
and so is my hope
I wish to live
no more!!

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I wish I could.. turn back time

I wish I could..

Erase form my mind
each memory of you..
and be the ‘Me”
before I met you!

Reverse our meeting
and the phone call,
that got us together,
to be back as strangers!

I long now, to even
abolish the moments
when our eyes met,
heartbeats skipped
and I fell in love with you!

I wish I could erase
every happening
as now I hate
to pine..
Spending hours
I ponder and wonder
If I could
turn back time!

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Commitment

A difficult confession,
of the emotions
that overflow..
regardless
time and age!

I call it..
expression
of true love!



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Love

Love..

A feeling
deep within
the heart..
a pain every time
when it comes
to part!

Easy expression,
but so difficult
to put across!


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Understanding Love

They say
love is..
Intensity of passions
revelation of
deep emotions!

I fell in love,
but
why my comprehension
is so vague?

After I tasted love
an emptiness
fills my heart!
The pain feels close,
it refuses to part!

Nothing remains
now within..
except a lingering pain
that you left
behind!

Still a question,
on my mind..
Is it true
that love is eternal
and nothing is
of its kind!!
I wonder
what love is
as my thoughts rebound
in and out
of love!!

Awaiting,
my heavy heart,
winds of change..
some honest confessions
to pacify my
betrayed faith and emotions!

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Emotions

In my heart
all emotions
set free!
My mind
wanders..
sometimes
in sadness
and sometimes
in glee!

At times
a touch of pain
and sometimes
a tinge of pleasure!

Sometimes
a wry sigh
and sometimes
my spirit high!

Different emotions
packed within
just revealed
with time!!

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Ode to You (Edited Version)

I know my dreams
with you
head nowhere.

Despite the fact
that you deny
my existence
in your life!

Refuse me support
and never bother
how I survive!

I hold on to
my blind faith
on 'unknown' you!
I refuse
to let go.

I admit
I am
blindly in
love with u!


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Ode to You

I know my dreams
with you
head nowhere.

Still..
I hold on to
my blind faith
on 'unknown' you!

Despite the fact
that you deny
my existence
in your life!
Refuse me support
and don’t bother
how I survive!

I refuse
to let go!

My eyes blinded,
faith strong..
and I move on
ignoring the stumbles
and the ugly sores
on my heart!

I admit
I am
blindly in
love with u..

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The void..

Burnt out ..
My mind,
my soul!

Remains now
the debris
of your memories
and my heart
with a tear!

No way
now…
it can heal..!

Nothing
will never fill
the void
you left behind!

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