Monochrome Rainbow..

Dreams, I dislike...
Hopes I hate..
I feel I am
in a suspended state.

I know not
what lies ahead,
I hate what I've
been through.
I don't like
my present.
All seems fake
and nothing true!

Life swings
like a pendulum,
but from sadness
to sadness.
Helplessly
I watch life
pass me by,
I long for happiness.

How long
do I have?
How much
can I endure?
I have no
answers,
I feel
so unsure.

My life is
a mix of grays,
nothing more than a
monochrome rainbow.


(c) Archana Bora