Thoughts

Emotions unreasonable and desires waste!
My life is so bitter to taste!
I think where my dreams have disappeared!
And to what point I have steered . . .!
To an island alone and I stand marooned!
To such awful notes I have my life tuned!
Not poetry and not a bit of beauty...!
All that exists in my life is ambiguity!
I show what I am not, hiding the real me,
And feel as sick as can be.
Thinking what I am is an imposter within...!
With a mask to cover what all I have been.
All these years in the past,
I've gained good impressions to last!
Now on my soul I carry a burden hard to bear!
I need a confidant who can hear!
What I've been through all these days,
Why my heart bleeds and what it says!
My destiny refuses me a moment of bliss
and never is granted my any wish!!


Archana Bora

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